okayyyy. i don't know why i feel so weird now.
i had such an awesome time today. just when everything
started turning out well, i gotta get reminded of him.
was listening to the kanavellam neethanae song.
& out of nowhere, he popped out in my mind.
then i tried to distract myself by doing something.
went to post this bulletin. & they asked 'when was ur last kiss?'
got reminded of him again. why do things have to turn out
like this? will i never get to help myself?
he told me he loved me. i believed him. but he left me.
if he could be so heartless, then why should i care?
why do i have to think about him all the time?
why does it feel like my heart is still stuck with him?!
ITS PAINFUL/
